GOTAMA
In toed Buddo fill tamas disciples, tly begging ones. Near toamas favourite place to stay, tavana, worsed one, .All tales and ansics amas abode, ed to Savat opped to beg, food o ted the food:
quot;e o kno and o see ed one, and to eac;
Quot;ruly come to t place, you Samanas from t. You savana, in ted one d t, for to eac;
t;ell so, tination, and our pato an end! But tell us, o;
Quot;Many times I ed one. On many days, I ing t;
Deligened and ed to ask and Siddo and o ask for directions, for ratamas community o tavana. And since t at nigant arrivals, ss, and talk of t ser and got it. tomed to life in t, found quickly and making any noise a place to stay and rested til the morning.
At sunrise, tonis rees t emplation--or in a conversation about spiritual matters, ty, full of people, bustling like bees. ty of t out o collect food in toened one, of taking to beg in the morning.
Siddantly recognised ed to ly.
quot;Look ; Siddly to Govinda. quot;t;
Attentively, Govinda looked at to be in no from they followed him and observed him.
t on ly and deep in s, seemed to smile quietly and in, calm, some as all of o a precise rule. But ly lo searc imitate, breatly in an unouchable peace.
tama ooo collect alms, and tion, no effort to be seen, only light and peace.
quot;today, well eac; said Govinda.
Sidd anstle curiosity for teac believe t teac as Govinda ents of teacs only represented second- or tion. But attentively Gotamas , ly dangling seemed to of every finger of teac of, glistened of trutruto ture of finger. ted a person so muchis one.
til tourned in silence, for tended to abstain from on tama returning-- even isfied a birds appetite, and tiring into trees.
But in t cooled doarted to bustle about and gateac ed, calmness, ama taugeaco relieve suffering. Calmly and clearly speec salvation from suffering ion ained by , yet firm voice ted one spoke, taugrines, taugfold patiently teacitions, brigly eners, like a ligarry sky.
epped foro accepted into ty, sougeacama accepted t;You eac o you o put an end to all suffering.quot;
Beepped for;I also take my refuge in ted one and eac; and o accepted into ty of ed.
Riger, Govinda turned to Sidd;Sidd is not my place to scold you. e ed one, be eaceacaken refuge in it. But you, my you also to ion? ould you to ate, do you to any longer?quot;
Siddome, o Govindas face. tly, in a voice mockery: quot;Govinda, my friend, noep, no Govinda for once also take a step by me, out of urned into a man and are c you up to its end, o you sion!quot;
Govinda, not completely understanding it yet, repeated ion in an impatient tone: quot;Speak up, I beg you, my dear! tell me, since it could not be any ot you also, my learned friend, ake your refuge ed Budd;
Sidd;You failed to ing it: I o its end, t you sion!quot;
In t, Govinda realized t arted to weep.
quot;Sidd; ingly.
Siddo ;Dont forget, Govinda, t you are nos, renounced your birt teac ted one s. t you ed for yourself. tomorrow, o;
For a long time, tinued ime, tell to seek refuge in Gotamas teac fault eac Siddurned ime and said: quot;Be content, Govinda! Very good are teaced one, in t;
Very early in t monks, to aken teaco dress to instruct t teacies of tion. t he novices.
But Sidd in t.
to meet Gotama, ted one, and o talk to ly ted one nodded his approval.
Quot;Yesterday, oed one, I o eacogeto eaco stay aken I art on my pilgrimage.quot;
quot;As you please,quot; tely.
quot;too bold is my speec; Siddinued, quot;but I do not to leave ted one ly told s. Does it please to listen to me for one moment longer?quot;
Silently, the Buddha nodded his approval.
Quot;One t venerable one, I eac of all. Everyteacly clear, is proven; you are presenting t cernal cs. Never before, ted so irrefutably; truly, t of every Brao beat stronger eacly connected, gaps, clear as a crystal, not depending on c depending on gods. may be good or bad,
essential--but ty of t everyted, t t and time, by to being and of dying, t sly out of your exalted teaced one. But according to your very oeacy and necessary sequence of all ty is invaded by somet been t be demonstrated and cannot be proven: teacion. But ire eternal and uniform la again and becomes void. Please forgive me for expressing tion.quot;
Quietly, Gotama ened to ed one, e and clear voice: quot;Youve eac youve t about it t, an error. You s t be o opinions, tiful or ugly, smart or foolis t teac to explain to t goal; tion from suffering. t Gotama teac;
quot;I be angry ; said t;I spoken to you like to argue o argue about ruly rigtle to opinions. But let me say t doubted in you for a single moment. I doubted for a single moment t you are Budd you goal to o you in ts, tation, tions, tenment. It come to you by means of teac, oed one,--nobody ain salvation by means of teac be able to convey and say to anybody, oeac o you in tenment! teacened Buddain muc teaco live rigo avoid evil. But teac contain: t contain tery of ed one I and realized, ravels--not to seek otter teac to depart from all teaceaco reaco die. But often, Ill ted one, and of t;
tly looked to tly, in perfect equanimity able face was smiling.
quot;I ;t your ts s be in error, t you s tell me: itude of my Samanas, my many brotaken refuge in teacranger, o it ter for teaco return into t;
quot;Far is suc from my mind,quot; exclaimed Sidd;I ay eac t is not my place to judge anot decide, I must c refuse. Salvation from t migo me t only seemingly, only deceptively my self t in trut eacy to folloy of t;
itama looked into trangers eyes and bid o leave iceable gesture.
quot;You are he venerable one spoke.
quot;You knoalk oo muc;
turned away, and chas memory.
I and ; truly, I o glance and smile, sit and oo, terious. truly, only a person of o reac part of my self.
I sa to lo before any oteacice me any more, since teac enticed me.
I am deprived by t Siddo me. amas s ha, myself.