Chapter 1
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time to Caldo a simple biological counting dooppable approace. ence reduced to untold retcimes sleep, a relatively recent affliction t on by a desperate attempt to avoid being plunged back into anoterminable sequence of ually, tmares esque storyboards unfurling ensity. time projected from to reality, counting doo h.
t about it, to take o make sense. And today, y-eigime as any. to celebrate, only t a decision t ed t tion for quite some time, firing a at a subconscious level, surreptitiously weighe cons and pros.
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tself a dynamic piece of community code drifting t top of trolled Zaibatsu. In t ask questions. It ing into t to stay t meant receiving your electronic briefing and delivering tory. You kept your mout and it stayed s even after t transaction took place. No questions.
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ernal alarm clock t told ime to move on. ened for it daily, t fraying of t signaled t a c . Oteriorate rapidly into a nervous tic imes it t ually ventured outside on a toilet run, he alarm bells ringing.
ain level of notoriety and a modest amount of credit t allo an existence in tal floating ly maneuvering to stay belos , spreading like some neies to resort to desperate measures to reign in ting crime and put a stop to ts of subversive types.
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t to be gleaned from t o disappear into tly jerked into trix of t beyond. For a anding, Cald to ence, yet undiscovered facets of ential. And it belief t ed to ttices of cyberspace for days at a time. t belief tered. o die oblivious of , too scared to face a dark and desolate future.